pretend not to care 假裝不在乎
It's not that I don't want you to get closer,
but I'm afraid your tenderness will once again
become yesterday's memory.
Perhaps I should pretend not to care,
but I'm teetering on the edge of silence.
It's not that I don't want you to hold me tighter,
but I haven't learned to let go of the pain of the past.
並非我不希望你靠近,
而是我害怕你的溫柔會再次成為昨日的回憶。
或許我應該假裝不在乎,
但我已徘徊在沉默的邊緣。
並非我不希望你抱得更緊,
而是我還沒學會放下過去的傷痛。
by 落葉之秋楓 2026/09/20
☆★~落葉之秋楓udn部落格~★☆
☆時間在流動著,我在這裡成長,也在這裡學習;時光在每一個地方經過,也在每個人身邊路過,是快樂,是甜蜜,還是憂愁或痛苦,無論是那一種,請記得健康快樂★我是落葉之秋楓,請多指教!☆