gentleness 溫柔
Perhaps I'm afraid to wake up from this dream,
to find everything has returned to yesterday.
It's not that I don't want you to come closer,
but that I'm afraid your gentleness will
become yesterday again.
Pretending not to care,
I linger on the edge of silence.
It's not that I don't want you to hold me tighter,
but that I haven't learned to let go of the pain
of the past.
或許我害怕從這場夢中醒來,
發現一切都回到了昨天。
並非我不想讓你靠近,
而是我害怕你的溫柔會再次成為昨日的回憶。
我假裝不在乎,
徘徊在沉默的邊緣。
並非我不想讓你抱得更緊,
而是我還沒學會放下過去的傷痛。
by 落葉之秋楓 2026/08/28
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☆時間在流動著,我在這裡成長,也在這裡學習;時光在每一個地方經過,也在每個人身邊路過,是快樂,是甜蜜,還是憂愁或痛苦,無論是那一種,請記得健康快樂★我是落葉之秋楓,請多指教!☆